Cleaning up Someone Else’s Mess

I’m getting a kick out of all of the criticism of Kerry for not having a plan for Iraq. It seems to me that, before you can figure out what to do to clean up the mess someone else made, you have to be in a position to get and analyze all of the accurate information about the situation; you have to be in a position to call together the best advisors and sit down with them to get their best thoughts; and then you have to be in a position to have the time to think it through. (Of course, you also have to have the intelligence to think it through.)
Kerry’s got the innate and honed intelligence. He’s not yet in that position, however. But, if he is after elections, lots of us have no doubt that he will find some humane way to clean up the mess left by Bush’s innately unintelligent decisions regarding Iraq that he began making right from the get go.
And speaking of cleaning up messes (not someone else’s — mine), it’s interesting to see what books I’m deciding to give up. With an M.A. in English, I look at books like favorite collectibles. I like to have them around to look, occasionally leaf through them again after I’ve read them — sometimes find things in them to blog about.
But, I’ve decided to give my town library the books that I’ve already read and am sure I won’t re-read, the books that I never read and am pretty sure I won’t, and the books I use as information sources but the information in them is now easily found through a Google search.
In The Aritst’s Way, a book I’m letting go, I found a poem I’d written close to a decade ago, when I was part of the book discussion group:
I yearn to know
the gentleness of solitude,
the ease of watching
dew emerge
on Lady’s Mantle folds.
I want to dream
again of harbingers —
crows, toads, dragonflies,
shadows that dance,
lilies that bleed,
clouds afloat in coffee cups.

Simplicity and solitude still elude me.

Adult Attention Excess Disorder

I seem incapable of doing only one thing at a time. I usually am reading three or four novels at once. Or rather rather reading some of them and listening to some of them on CD.
And, although I’m trying to clean out my old clothes, I can’t just focus on the clothes. My apartment is now filled not only with piles of clothes ready for Good Will, but also piles of books for the library and yarn and fabric sorted to either save or toss.
It’s not that I can’t focus on one thing at a time; it’s as though I’m compelled to focus on several things at once. Maybe it’s because I have so little outside stimulation in my life that this is the way I keep myself stirred up. Maybe it’s because I just get easily bored. Maybe I’ve discovered another psychological disorder.
Or maybe I just like the unlikely connections that wind up being made — because statistical probability becomes more possible the more factors you have factored in. Or maybe I like to give synchronicities every chance to synchronize.
For example, as I’m dealing with the creepy horn worms that are invading my tomato plants and I’m reading Gaiman and Pratchett’s Good Omens and also reading Inamorata (a book I discovered on an online book club to which I belong), the three activites become connected — not only by a word, but by all of its nuances of meaning. And then, of course, there’s that three again.
creepy crawlies (the yucky horn worms)
Mr. Crawley (a Fallen Angel in Good Omens
Mina Crawley (the strange and beautiful psychic in Inamorata)
Now, do you think that might mean that snake “W” will son be crawling away??

OOoops.

Heh. Someone on CNN let too much audio through at the end of the DNC. “Let the f***ing balloons come down,” we heard someone shout, with great frustration as the balloons and confetti-droppers dropped the ball.
That’s showbiz.

You go, girl!!!

From here:
In a speech that roamed from the practicalities of health care to the vision of space exploration at the end of the universe, Mrs Heinz Kerry presented an image of a first lady who will not easily be pigeonholed, either as a liability or an adoring spouse
“My right to speak my mind, to have a voice, to be what some have called opinionated,” she told the delegates, “it is a right I deeply and profoundly cherish. And my only hope is that one day soon, women who have all earned their right to their opinions, instead of being called opinionated we will be called smart and well-informed, just like men.”
“”This evening, I want to acknowledge and honour the women of this world whose wise voices for much too long have been excluded and discounted,” she said. “It is time for the world to hear women’s voices in full and at last.”
(The quotes above from the speech by Teresa Heinz Kerry at the Democratic Convention.)
Now there’s a Major American Crone if there ever was one!!!
Vote for Teresa Heinz Kerry’s husband!

while (mostly) men wage war…

….(mostly) women build peace.
Women as torchbearers of peace are making a difference in hot spots of every region of the world. Palestinian and Israeli women have joined forces and work together as advocates for peace. In Nepal, women who were victims of violence are seeking representation in peace talks between the government and Maoist rebels. Women

Attack of the Killer Tomato Worms

EEEuuuuu!
horn worm.jpg
The tomato horn worms are attacking my garden. I thought they were just cute little catepillars when I noticed one and removed it from my garden a couple of weeks ago. And I forgot about it. Now, lots of the stalks are eaten dead.
My neighbors tell me I have to pick them off and squish them dead. EEeeeuuu! I’m heading over to a garden center tomorrow to see what kind of spray I can use.

Conventional Widsom

From President Jimmy Carter’s speech at the Democratic convention:
You can’t be a war president one day and claim to be a peace president the next, depending on the latest political polls. When our national security requires military action, John Kerry has already proven in Vietnam that he will not hesitate to act. And as a proven defender of our national security, John Kerry will strengthen the global alliance against terrorism while avoiding unnecessary wars.
Ultimately, the issue is whether America will provide global leadership that springs from the unity and integrity of the American people or whether extremist doctrines and the manipulation of truth will define America’s role in the world.
At stake is nothing less than our nation’s soul…..

AMEN. AMEN to that.

Thanks for the Memories Part 3

Three’s a magic number, and I’m all for making magic.
And so on with the Sorority Saga of the adventuresome fourteen.
We all wondered if we would recognize each other after more than forty years. All of us had been married; four of us are no longer, and of those four, one is a widow. Almost all of us have kids, and, of those, as far as I could tell, all have grandkids; at least one had a child who died; almost all of us had taught at least for a while. An alarming number are breast cancer survivors. We all have a few extra pounds — some more, some less. Five do not color their hair, and three of those are wonderfully white. (I made sure I touched mine up the week before the reunion.) The years showed on all of our faces and our bodies — some more, some less.
What was funny was that one of the sisters admitted that as she walked into the bar and looked around for the others, she found herself searching the faces of the twenty-something females who were there. That’s how she was remembering us all — as we were the last time she saw us.
How did we recognize each other? Mostly BY OUR VOICES — both the actual physical voice and the “selves” that we revealed in WHAT we voiced. We all (aurally) sound the same as we did when we called to each other up and down the stairs of the sorority house. As we had a chance to chat and catch up and reminisce, it became apparent that those of us who were more conservative back then, still are — some even moreseo. And on the other end of the spectrum are one of my apartment roommates and, heh, me.
And our eyes are still the same — not the skin around them, but the souls they reflect. We also recognized each other by our eyes.
No one passed around photos of their kids and grandkids (well, I admit I did whip out a goofy photo of my grandson to show two of my ol’ roommates). Instead, we spent our time together remembering and laughing (loud and long), and adding to the legends and lore of our girly days.
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In between, we caught up on where we were in our lives, chatting in small groups or one-on-one with those to whom we were closest.
Who says you can’t time travel! We did. We took ourselves back more than forty years and, for one night, we were carefree, fun-loving girls again.
OK. So you want to see “then” and “now” photos, right?
Well, here are three of us hanging around the sorority house in our pajamas in 1960. (Somewhere I have a photo of the four of us and when I find it, I’ll replace this one.)
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And here we are as we are, at least on the outside. On the inside, where our true voices begin, we are as we were as we are.
small roomies.jpg
And so, as way to keep sharing our voices, I’ve begun setting up a gangblog for us, since we all have computers (although some are more adept at using them than others). And so Beta Zeta (which no longer exists at our college) will move into the virtual 21st century, laughing all the way.

Hats off to thee, BZ
!

And now we interrupt this program…

I’m interrupting my sorority saga to point out some of the good, bad, and ugly in today’s news. And I do this recognizing that a couple of my “sisters” who will probably be checking out this blog when they get back home do not agree with my politics:
First, the good: Bloggers offer inside view to convention
Delegate bloggers play a different role than traditional media or even other bloggers, said New York University journalism professor Jay Rosen, who is covering the convention for his blog.
“You can’t apply to it the criteria of news or even punditry,” Rosen said. “One shouldn’t expect startling new information because that’s not the point. The point is to share the experience.”
Many delegate bloggers supported Howard Dean, whose Internet-based, grass-roots campaign set fund-raising records and attracted a large following. Some say they want to keep that online effort alive even as they transfer their loyalty to John Kerry, the party’s presumed nominee


Second the bad
. Well, it’s bad for the current administration but good for everyone who believes in truth and honesty:

Setting the Sept. 11 record straight

At the time, it was understood that all of the hijackers had entered the country legally and done nothing to draw attention to themselves; Osama bin Laden had underwritten the plot with his personal fortune but had left the details to others; U.S. intelligence agencies had no warning that al-Qaida was considering suicide missions using planes; President Bush had received a special intelligence briefing weeks before Sept. 11 about al-Qaida that focused on past, not current, threats
But 19 months later, the commission released a final, unanimous book-length report Thursday that, in calling for an overhaul of the way the government collects and shares intelligence, showed that much of what had been common wisdom about the Sept. 11 attacks at the start of the panel’s investigation was wrong.

Third, the ugly. The uninformed thinking of people like this 77-year old American woman really scares me. I couldn’t find a link to this brief piece that appeared today in my local newspaper:
from Voters voice
…I’m sorry that this cournty has to be the policeman throughout the world, but somebody’s got to do it…What we’ve got over there is a volunteer army, and there’s no drafting. These men and women signed up, and they’re getting paid. I’m sorry they have to be over there, beause they’re volunteers…but we’ve still got to do it.
…I’d like to see every child that can do it get a quality education but..I don’t thinkwe can realistically afford it for everyone.
…I’m concerned about Medicare and prescription drugs even though I don’t have a problem gettng insurance myself..but sometimes people abuse drugs when they’re free. They take them just because they’re there. It’s like Medicare: Some people go to the emergency room just because it’s a place to go.

When the revolution comes, I know what side I’m going to be on.